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████ 重点词汇
████ 难点词汇
████ 生僻词
████ 词组 & 惯用语
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How can she be Ziwei?
Don't you have brains?
I know that Ziwei is my sister
and only treat her as a .
I can't possibly feel anything else!
Don't say silly things.
That's true.
So she's not Ziwei.
Of course she's not Ziwei.
Is she Jinsuo?
It's not Ziwei, not Jinsuo,
not Mingyue, not Caixia!
It's the one who is with them all day!
It's the one I shot with an ,
who has since then stayed on my mind!
It's the one who can't
and keeps me!
Do you get it now?
Have you not felt
anything for me at all?
But...
But why?
You're me.
Are you talking about me?
you,
how many more Xiao Yanzi
have I shot before?
I guess...
it's just one sided love.
I was never on your mind, right?
But...
you are my brother.
Am I?
Am I your real brother?
Then, who is Ziwei to me?
Why do I have so many sisters?
Am I not your sister then?
You were never my sister.
But...
I never think that way.
What if you could?
I don't know.
I really don't know.
I need to think about it.
I'm so and now.
From today ,
to give it a good thought.
Think from another
identity and perspective.
Whatever Ziwei can do to Erkang,
you can do the same to me too.
Though we still have to
work for our future,
but we should be clear of how we feel.
When you and Ziwei return
to your own positions,
this will not be your
identity anymore.
This identity is ,
but my feelings are real.
How are you?
What a silly question.
You clearly know that
I'm doing really well.
That's true.
I saw how you won the master's heart.
I saw how he began to like you more.
I feel so happy,
proud,
but worried.
What are you worried about?
You worry too much.
I can't help it.
Ertai said, ever since I met you,
I am no longer .
It's because I care about you.
Listen to me,
we don't have much time to talk here,
people will notice us.
I will keep it short.
Yes, then.
,
I really miss you.
Ever since we came out,
we've seen each other every day.
Yet you're still saying that?
That's right.
I just don't know
what's wrong with me.
I always see you,
yet I always think about you.
Sometimes, I think that I will get
caught if I keep staring at you.
But I just can't control my eyes,
or my feelings.
Now, I clearly understand...
what it means to be
feelings.
I hate myself too.
For being a
and feeling .
Seeing how you're so happy every day,
joy,
knowing you're focused
on with your father.
Yet sometimes,
I still feel down.
It feels like you're never
thinking about me.
Don't you think that
you're being too mean?
I do.
But...
I like how you're being mean.
Don't get ahead of yourself.
It's easier said than done.
知识点
重点词汇
hurry [ˈhʌri] n. 匆忙，急忙 v. 仓促（做某事）；催促；（朝某方向）迅速移动；迅速处理 n. （英）赫里（人名） {zk gk :3065}
dared [deəd] v. 敢于（竟敢） { :3210}
hint [hɪnt] n. 暗示；线索 vt. 暗示；示意 vi. 示意 n. (Hint)人名；(英)欣特；(法)安特 {cet4 cet6 ky toefl ielts :3492}
confusing [kənˈfju:zɪŋ] v. 使迷惑；使混乱不清；使困窘（confuse的ing形式） adj. 混乱的；混淆的；令人困惑的 { :3518}
confused [kənˈfju:zd] v. 困惑（confuse的过去式） adj. 困惑的；混乱的；糊涂的 { :3518}
disappointment [ˌdɪsəˈpɔɪntmənt] n. 失望；沮丧 {gk toefl :3927}
firstly [ˈfɜ:stli] adv. 首先（主要用于列举条目、论点时）；第一 { :3974}
arrow [ˈærəʊ] n. 箭，箭头；箭状物；箭头记号 vt. 以箭头指示；箭一般地飞向 n. (Arrow)人名；(英)阿罗 {gk cet4 ky :4127}
calm [kɑ:m] n. 风平浪静 adj. 静的，平静的；沉着的 vt. 使平静；使镇定 vi. 平静下来；镇定下来 n. (Calm)人名；(法、德)卡尔姆 {gk cet4 cet6 ky toefl :4189}
sibling [ˈsɪblɪŋ] n. 兄弟姊妹；民族成员 {gre :4337}
overwhelmed [,əʊvə'welmd] v. 受打击，压倒（overwhelm的过去式）；淹没 adj. 受宠若惊的，使不知所措 { :4804}
glowing [ˈgləʊɪŋ] adj. 灼热的；热情洋溢的；鲜艳的 v. 发光；容光焕发（glow的ing形式）；发热 {toefl gre :5092}
fake [feɪk] n. 假货；骗子；假动作 adj. 伪造的 vt. 捏造；假装…的样子 vi. 假装；做假动作 n. (Fake)人名；(英)费克 {cet6 ky toefl ielts gre :5098}
难点词汇
insecure [ˌɪnsɪˈkjʊə(r)] adj. 不安全的；不稳定的；不牢靠的 { :10533}
onward [ˈɒnwəd] adj. 向前的；前进的 adv. 向前；在前面 {cet6 :12108}
muddled [ˈmʌdld] adj. 糊涂的；混乱的；头脑昏昏然的 v. 使一团糟（muddle的过去分词） { :13753}
matchmaking ['mætʃmeɪkɪŋ] n. 做媒；火柴制造；安排比赛 adj. 火柴制造的；火柴制造者的 { :31383}
生僻词
reuniting [ˌri:ju:ˈnaɪtɪŋ] v. （使某人或某物）再次联合，重聚( reunite的现在分词 )
词组
aside from [əˈsaid frɔm] na. 暂置不论；加之；除…外 [网络] 除...外；除…之外；除了
dare to [dɛə tu:] v. 胆敢 [网络] 敢于；要敢于；敢于用
get the hint [ ] [网络] 暗示；领会
glow with [ ] 因(火、光、热等)发出红光，发出亮光；由于…而发红(或发亮、发热等)；因…脸色发红；洋溢着，充满着；呈现(红、橙、黄等暖色)
overwhelm by [ ] 以…压倒…
promise me [ ] [网络] 答应我；承诺；向我保证
with joy [ ] [网络] 高兴地；喜悦地；大声欢叫
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